a site I found that I liked.
I am stressed. We have sold the house done the inspection and now waiting on the appraisal to come back and closing date. We need to find a place to live until June, when we will know if we are staying or going to Louisville. We need to find a place and pack up my adorable little house and all before we get to transfer my little embies back around March 18th. Stella ' s birthday coincidence I think now. :) anyway all I really want is a plan and healthy babies in my belly.
Today we had our baseline ultrasound to check my lining and everything looks good to start stim on Mar. 2
Prayers for stress and baby dust.
Infertility ivf round 3
Tonight we started shot for round 3 of IVF. I'm excited and nervous I really want this to be the one . I know that there's a lot at stake but I really think that all the signs point to God saying
Where do i put the hope when how is gone? The dreams the desires? The baby names and nursery designs? The family traditions uncreated? How do I stop wanting to know the feeling of a child of a God growing inside is me, the kicks and hiccups? Where do I put all this? How do you stop wanting a biological baby? How do you start wanting someone else's?
How do you realize it is not your fault your body doesn't work?