Where do i put the hope when how is gone? The dreams the desires? The baby names and nursery designs? The family traditions uncreated? How do I stop wanting to know the feeling of a child of a God growing inside is me, the kicks and hiccups? Where do I put all this? How do you stop wanting a biological baby? How do you start wanting someone else's?
How do you realize it is not your fault your body doesn't work?